Tik Tok banned in U.S
Don't understand why.
They could even sell real marijuana, why ban this fake marijuana?
Anyway, that is not a good thing( I mean tiktok).
https://www.zhihu.com/question/24735418
Oh fuck, The answers of this question shocked me.
It reminded me of a Zizek's theory of the Why Nazis persecuting Jews: Jews don't necessarily exist in Germany, they just project the dissatisfaction of their lives into a false object, which in that time, is Jews.
title: 2020-08-02 toc: 2020-08-02 date: 2020-08-02 23:00:00 tags: diary
How can you be so sure?
《De Profundis》
My only mistake was that I confined myself so exclusively to the trees of what seemed to me the sun gilt side of the garden, and shunned the other side for its shadow and its gloom. Failure, disgrace, poverty, sorrow, despair, suffering, tears even, the broken words that come from the lips of pain, remorse that makes one walk in thorns[91b], conscience that condemns, self- abasement that punishes, the misery that puts ashes on its head[91.2], the anguish that chooses sackcloth for its raiment and into its own drink puts gall—all these were things of which I was afraid. And as I had determined to know nothing of them, I was forced to taste each one of them in turn, to feed on them, to have for a season, indeed, no other food at all.
But unfortunately he didn't write anything else after he realized it, otherwise we may see another The Karamazov brothers.
Can't understand how could he write so beautiful and sensible paragraphs at that situation.
……
What this story teaches us is a man should not put too much attention on his carnal desire, it will ultimately get you into trouble.
But it is easier said than done.
Some time I see some hot ladies on Weibo I usually exclaimed: who can resist her?
May same as Mr Wilde.
title: 2020-08-03 toc: 2020-08-03 date: 2020-08-03 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
It's a triple loop, the third loop is a traditional middle school scene, I was in that classroom, again.
"Would you please do me a favor?" My physics teacher asked.
"About what?" I asked back.
"There is English demonstration lesson right away, I would like you to cooperate with me to answer some simple questions and do some interactive dialogue. " He says
Well, obviously, since I graduated from middle school, my English skills has been greatly improved, compared to those kids.
I believe there is no difficulties to deal with such level of work, which is not a painful thing at least. Besides, he used to be physics my teacher, how can I refuse such small favor?
I :"Ok."
Monitor: "Now it is time for the 23rd random physics exam before the High school Entrance Examination!, everyone gets ready!"
I :"WTF? What is it? Can I just go and come back before the English class? It's impossible for me to write a single line of physics right now."
Monitor:" No way! Everyone is the same."
I :"Fuck, I will leave now."
……
Then I leave the third loop, It's 3:00 pm, I don't know that is a dream, I called the monitor at the third loop and from the TV camera I saw "myself" in the class perfectly finished the exam, them I go back to the third loop to start my show.
Contrary to what I expected, It was not a English Class, it is a VIM class ( WTF??? )
But that doesn't matter, because in my recent training as a front-end engineer, my VIM level is already very high ( just bragging ).
I can't imagine how I used a mechanical keyboard that fast, even in real life, and my hands on the keyboard are bouncing like a spider spinning a web.
……
Then I back to the second loop, it is already 7:00.
Oh fuck, don't tell me I sleep till night!
I tapped my Apple Watch. It's actually 7:00 am, so it's not too late, but I remember the last nap I took was a mid-afternoon nap...
It's weird, I want to get up, and then I fall into the first loop, which is the reality, 8:00 in the morning.
Then I write this diary.
Tik Tok
Pension Partners首席投资战略师盖耶德认为，封杀TikTok很可能让特朗普输掉大选。“千禧一代不能盲目地通过跳舞、制作视频浪费时间，一定会感到很无聊，他们没有其他事可做，只好站出来投票给拜登。”
Ho ho, Now we know who will vote to Biden.
Well I don't know if you guys have read the books The Room Where It Happened A White House Memoir by john Bolton
These key decisions between our two countries have been carefully discussed by phone with the top leaders before and after the implementation, so as a matter of practice, "HE" probably knew about it and may have acquiesced to trump's actions.
Many people on the Internet think That Mr. Zhang quickly surrendered without negotiating with our government for protection. Do you think he is a sb like you? Or has he never lived in China for a single day?
Another possibility is that the current online bluffers are simply paid "水军" to suppress Tik Tok, is that you, KuaiShou?
……
Of course, if people boycott Tik Tok because of nationalism. Then it would be of great benefit to the physical and mental health of our nation, which of course is impossible：
"千禧一代不能盲目地通过跳舞、制作视频浪费时间，一定会感到很无聊，他们没有其他事可做。"
《De Profundis》
Oh shit, his language is astonishing beautiful!
Why this book is not in popular？homosexual？
Everyone should read this, it teaches us what is so called "decent".
KOEKKOEK
Very interesting.
His work tells us that the color of film can never be imitated electronically.
So sad.
title: 2020-08-04 toc: 2020-08-04 date: 2020-08-04 23:00:00 tags: diary
I find an issue about the OS X network management.
If your WIFI is completely off, everything is ok.
If your network is on, but the connectivity is shit, then some processes that are completely unrelated to the network will be blocked.
For example, like this diary app I use every day. Under normal circumstances, if you don’t upload pictures, it does not need a network connection at all, but if you are under a weak connectivity, then it will get stuck when you open the app.
The same thing happens in Safari and Chrome, of course they are browsers, so this issue may just be a feature: Remind you that it is best not to open the browser when the connectivity is shit.
Of course, I know exactly where the problem is, because when I was doing iOS programming, sometimes I need to manually perform asynchronous loading processing, and to optimize the programming experience of asynchronous network requests, is also the most important upgrade of the Combine framework in recent years.
Mr Pan's wife's PUA camp
Well, the thing is, in case if you don't know, there is camp that for producing massive number of Internet celebrities.
They had plastic surgery in the same hospital, taking pics in the same places, eat the same high-end food, used the same valuable bags, and packaged themselves into the same characters.
So these beautiful ladies can hunt some valuable husbands easily.
This is fully automated and based on resource sharing, which is silly, in my point of view...
Since your goal is already for high-end usage, and you still lack this little money for personalization? This is really what we said: Put the cart before the horse, or get sesame and lost watermelon.
But I think this is indeed a good business. It has a great prospect if it is industrialized.
Right now, most beautiful ladies are all doing this kind of business fully on themselves. They have to learn the appreciation of luxury goods, high-end music, cultivate elegant taste, and the art of photography.
This is quite strenuous, but it would be much easier if there was a company to help them to do those trivial works.
title: 2020-08-05 toc: 2020-08-05 date: 2020-08-05 23:00:00 tags: diary
Quit the internet!
I made a decision.
I uninstalled Weibo, cleared the browser history, and deleted the bookmarks for Zhihu, Douban and Bilibili.
For a long time, I always despise those people who use Tik Tok and those who play poor quality games (Yes, I mean Honor of Kings ).
I think they are just dominated by the recommendation algorithm of those companies or get stuck in the dopamine games caused by those garbage language.
Those garbage language, whether about "女权" or "内卷" are just like masturbation, you feel good when you empathize with them, but you end up getting nothing after it.
If I continue to browse those garbage on the above three platforms, what the hell is the difference between me and those people who I despised?
I obviously have more important things to do. I have so many good books that I haven’t read, and so many good movies that I haven’t watched. Why should I waste time on that? After all, I, exactly like those who I despised, are dominated by our dopamine secretion mechanism.
I have always believed that these addictive things are the same, and drug use is just one of the hardest to get rid of.
The next few days will be very difficult, see if I can hold on for a few days.
……
Of course, this certainly does not mean that I quit the entire internet, especially when I am still taking several online classes at BiliBili.
I just stopped browsing posts aimlessly from the above three platforms, of which I spent the most time browsing garbage.
I will continue to write a diary everyday and send it to Douban through an automatic publishing shell script. But after I posted it, I just let it go. One of the abnormalities of Douban review system is that machine review is only an efficiency strategy. All content will eventually be manually reviewed. Some posts will be picked out by manual review and then deleted even after a few months.
DBMS
I am new to DBMSs and I am still learning the theory. I am getting really confused with this key business and after googling I have narrowed it down to just 2 keys I don't get (primary and super key).
> As a datebase developer/designer of 30 years experience, I had never even heard the term Super Key until I saw this question, and looked it up. The concept of Super Key seems more germane to the topic of performance and Physical Schema design as it directly maps to the concept of a unique nonclustered index with additional columns for improved query covering.
answered Jul 20 '14 at 13:41
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> > This is quite inaccurate. You are using superkey, CK & PK in place of proper superkey, superkey & CK. A superkey is a UNIQUE set. (A CK is a "minimal" superkey. There is no notion of "minimal CK". Every CK is a superkey. So a superkey does not have to have more columns than a CK. A PK is a CK one calls the PK. If it had to be a "minimal CK" then "minimal" would have to mean "arbitrary".) SQL PK & UNIQUE NOT NULL declare superkeys. (An SQL PK might or might not be a PK.) Superkeys are critical to the definition of CK, which is critical to design including normalization. See my answer. – philipxy Jul 25 '17 at 9:10
Holy shit, 30 years experience, how did he get the job?
Dream
Having dinner with my father.
F: Oh, I admire Mr XIE, he makes ten million RNB a year! How did he achieve it.
I: Well, earning so much money in China may sacrifice some morality...
F: Bullshit! He did decent business. I don't expect you to earn that much money, I only hope you can have a decent job to support your family.
I: Well, that is a truly serious problems, speaking of decent...
……
Conclusion
After a day of implementing "quitting the internet", It's not so difficult to do than I previously thought.
I almost browsed ZhiHu by accident for a while, but I quickly stopped myself.
What makes me feel uncomfortable is the boring feeling of spending the sudden large period of blank time.
I even started to exercise again.
I am not as enthusiastic about reading serious content than I thought...
title: 2020-08-06 toc: 2020-08-06 date: 2020-08-06 23:00:00 tags: diary
Tag system
I deleted many books today, most of them are about iOS, and other books that in "download but never read" category.
I tagged the rest of them, now the download folder is much clearer.
《The Effective Engineer ：How to Leverage Your Efforts In Software Engineering to Make a Disproportionate and Meaningful Impact》 by Edmond Lau
I wanted to increase my impact, but working 70 to 80 hours per week to do it wasn’t sustainable. And so I searched for an answer that would let me work less and accomplish more.
Who says that is not sustainable? Look at what HUAWEI is doing.
……
Once you accept the ideal of: "Change my life by no-bottom-line competition", then chances are that you could experience it in every aspect of your life.
And the most horrific things is that in the end there is no way you can find to avoid it, just like there is almost no Internet companies are not 996, and no high schools don't apply the exam-oriented education.
And the "no-bottom-line competition" is quickly spread to the middle school and primary school.
Save our children!
《秋刀鱼之味》
战胜的话,舰长,我们说不定在纽约了,纽约啊!
Oh, fuck, Japan is exactly what we said "入关", but failed.
QI#2
I found that when I searched for something on Zhihu, I still COULDN'T HELP to read those gossip, what the hell was going on?
title: 2020-08-07 toc: 2020-08-07 date: 2020-08-07 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
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J died, the whole country is mourning for him. His mourning hall is spectacular, very holy, white cloth flies everywhere. At the same time, the famous architect 隈研吾 also died, but few people mourn for him, the mourning hall is very small but clean ( designed by himself )
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Eating watermelon with my dad. Ironically I hate eat it in reality.
-
Married a young girl with yellow hair. She is very pretty with nice figure. We meet at her grocery one afternoon, She was busy unloading the truck, but the potatoes fell all over the ground. I came over to help her pick them up.
In reality, there is indeed a yellow-haired saleswoman in the grocery store downstairs. But she was neither young nor pretty, thus I had no interested on her. Ah, vulgar man!
-
Write a play, spent too much time on making props (which is a gun), give up in the end.
《Learn Enough Command Line to Be Dangerous A tutorial introduction to the Unix command line》by Michael Hartl
Really really good, It is simple and clear, even my mother could read it.
It is very short, only 78 pages long.
This book is for absolute beginner, it even teaches you how to find "|". If you have some background, you could finish it in 2~3 hours. Obviously such tiny book would not cover every things about CLI, but it is a very good place to start.
郑成功
WTF???
He is a Japanese???
And his father is a pirate???
title: 2020-08-08 toc: 2020-08-08 date: 2020-08-08 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Line up for the buffet, can't even get a glass of Coca Cola.
《申辩篇》
或者我们换个角度考虑这个问题， 我们会看到有很多很好的理由让我们相信死亡是很好的事情， 因为死亡无非是两种可能情况之一：或者他就是空空的一无所有也一无所知， 或者， 他就是象人们说的， 是灵魂的一种迁移， 从这个世界， 到另外一个世界。
现在你想象一下有一种无知无觉的状态，就象一个人沉睡得连一个梦都没有的时候，那死亡真的是一种巨大的收获了， 如果一个人可以做一个选择，是愿意选那些无梦地沉睡， 还是他一生中其他的日日夜夜。我觉得任何一个人， 不只是我们这些平常人，包括那些国王们，都会觉得自己一生很少有什么时候比那样沉睡的时候更幸福。
如果死亡就是那样的沉睡，我觉得那真是一种巨大的收获， 那时候永恒都只是一场沉睡。 但是如果死亡是一个去往另外一个世界的旅程的话， 据说那里有所有死去过的人， 哦，朋友们，裁决者们，那真是太爽了，还有比这更好玩的事吗？如果真的每一个去往那个世界的朝圣者来到地下的世界，他都会摆脱尘俗对他的判决而去面对一个真正的法官， 在那个世界跟他判决，这些裁决者将是米诺斯，拉大曼图斯，爱阿库斯，特里扑勒姆斯，以及其他的神之子。这些人自己一生正直，为了他们做一个这样的朝拜确实也是值得的。如果一个人可以跟奥付卢斯，穆萨乌斯， 赫西奥德，还有荷马谈话， 怎样的代价他会不愿意付出呢？不， 如果真是这样子， 还是让我多死几次吧！在那个地方我也会有很多有趣的谈话对象， 像帕拉米得斯， 特拉蒙得儿子阿亚克斯，还有其他好多古代英雄， 他们也是因为不公平的判决而死去的，如果可以跟他们交流一下被别人冤枉的经历，肯定很好玩。 最重要的是， 在那儿我可以继续我对真实和虚假知识的研究，就象在这个世界上一样， 在那个世界也可以这么玩，我会辨别谁是真正聪明的， 谁只是装作聪明而实际上是个笨球。想到可以去检验那些远征特洛伊的英雄们， 还有什么我不愿意放弃的呢？奥得修斯和西西服斯都在那里呀， 更不要说其他还有好多人了，男男女女， 数都数不过来， 跟他聊天和问他们问题会是多么让人愉快的一件事！而且我不用担心会因为做这些事而被处死了。 一方面那个世界的人似乎更幸福， 另一方面他们也都死过一次了， 就不会再死了。如果传闻都是真的， 那里就会是这样。
But, wait, why an infinite sleep is an attractive state? Isn't that what we are afraid of?
Having uninstalled it for two days, one of the most regrettable thing is that there is no "random picture" since then.
But consider that most of the random pics are about beauties, foodie, luxury houses and other things that I wouldn't have access to across my entire life, it's better not to browse them everyday.
Many people imagine that their life should reach the level of a nobleman in the Middle Ages, but according to the actual social relations, he is actually just an ordinary serf. Thanks to the development of modern society, they don’t have to become slaves to the landlords.
title: 2020-08-09 toc: 2020-08-09 date: 2020-08-09 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
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Sort of like the film Cube, I was stuck in an isolated houses. Whenever I open the door, I will be killed by various ways.
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The second dream is extraordinarily funny, it is about programming in a command line.
Colonization
Read an article about the colonization of Africa today.
Today's Africa is still severely exploited by some European countries, these poor countries have little chance of establishing a modern country, so sad.
土門拳
Japan and China are truly similar, Why don't we have so many world famous photographers?
title: 2020-08-10 toc: 2020-08-10 date: 2020-08-10 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Using VScode api to write a text editor.
But when I got up, I start to realize that is ridiculous, since VScode itself is already a text editor.
牛津通识读本
Dad: "I plan to start reading today!"
I: "Oh, that is a big news."
D: "Have you ever read the 增广贤文, what about that?"
I: "That is for kids, you should read some more advanced. I will give you a link, you can pick one of them you like"
D: "Oh, I'll buy the 科学哲学."
I: "That is too advanced, you won't understand it."
D: "Who says that, I will buy it anyway."
title: 2020-08-11 toc: 2020-08-11 date: 2020-08-11 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Snowing days, I was hanging out with my friend.
My friend: "I wonder when this epidemic will pass. I've been stayed at home for almost one year."
I: "That's ok, some of my friends came back from EU and US, they may encounter more trouble than us."
At that time, a huge ship passed by ( I don't know but we seems walk around the harbor ) I pick up my iPhone and start to shoot.
My friend: "That is ridiculous. Why you take photos since you know exactly this is a dream, you won't be able to review them in reality."
I: "Well, don't say that silly words. Photography is an attitude, a process of pursuit, not a result.
If I don’t need to take photos in my dreams just because I can't check them in reality, why do people take photos while they are alive if they know that they will ultimately die and won't be able to check their photos in the next life? Besides, I may check them in my next dream. "
Treaty of Paris 1763
OMG, France lost India and Canada ??!
title: 2020-08-12 toc: 2020-08-12 date: 2020-08-12 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Is about spring festival, I was going on a vacation with my grandparents.
A girl happened to send me a message and asked me if I wanted to start a relationship.
You know I always make bad decision on these affairs, but this time I rejected her instantaneously.
Mobi
Mobi is shit, why people invent this kind of format?
I waste tons of time converting them into epub.
Atomicity[edit]
Edgar F. Codd's definition of 1NF makes reference to the concept of 'atomicity'. Codd states that the "values in the domains on which each relation is defined are required to be atomic with respect to the DBMS."[7] Codd defines an atomic value as one that "cannot be decomposed into smaller pieces by the DBMS (excluding certain special functions)"[8] meaning a column should not be divided into parts with more than one kind of date in it such that what one part means to the DBMS depends on another part of the same column.
Hugh Darwen and Chris Date have suggested that Codd's concept of an "atomic value" is ambiguous, and that this ambiguity has led to widespread confusion about how 1NF should be understood.[9][10] In particular, the notion of a "value that cannot be decomposed" is problematic, as it would seem to imply that few, if any, date types are atomic:
- A character string would seem not to be atomic, as the RDBMS typically provides operators to decompose it into substrings.
- would seem not to be atomic, as the RDBMS typically provides operators to decompose it into integer and fractional components.
- An ISBN would seem not to be atomic, as it includes language and publisher identifier.
Date suggests that "the notion of atomicity has no absolute meaning":[11][12] a value may be considered atomic for some purposes, but may be considered an assemblage of more basic elements for other purposes. If this position is accepted, 1NF cannot be defined with reference to atomicity. Columns of any conceivable date type (from string types and numeric types to array types and table types) are then acceptable in a 1NF table—although perhaps not always desirable; for example, it may be more desirable to separate a Customer Name column into two separate columns as First Name, Surname.
Oh fuck, finally understand why I always get confused about it.
You guys define such shit definition and test us with all kinds of strange and tricky exams.
196X
He used the strong current to float downstream and emerge on the other side of the river an hour later, ‘with ruddy cheeks and buoyant spirit’. The news was broadcast all over the country, squashing rumours about his health. ‘He showed no sign of fatigue,’ the papers gushed, comparing the wind and waves to the black storm kicked up by imperialists, revisionists and reactionaries: China would triumphantly ride it out. Photos showed the Chairman standing on a boat, dressed in a robe and waving his hand. Mao penned a poem to mark the occasion. ‘I care not that the wind blows and the waves beat; it is better than idly strolling in a courtyard.’
"the papers gushed" is a nice metaphor.
Ever since I watched a porn where girl in it shouted "GUSH ! ! ! " during orgasm, I couldn't face this word anymore⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄.
石元泰博
His work seems like creating by a European photographer.
《浮士德》
让我一味玩耍，我未免太老，但要我清心寡欲，我又太年轻。
That is exactly what I was worrying about...
title: 2020-08-13 toc: 2020-08-13 date: 2020-08-13 23:00:00 tags: diary
DBMS
WTF this book is trying to talk about?
It describes the whole ideal of full stack development concept in Chapter 9, with only 24 pages!
How could people with no background understand those things?
NottinghilWedding
I saw this company's ad on WeChat today. I have to say that I was impressed by its photography and would like to find out how much each wedding costs since my sister is going to have a wedding soon.
The customer service lady wouldn't even talk to me, WTF???
And I saw their price list on the internet, oh, about ￥1,000,000 and only available in Changzhou, Shanghai, Hangzhou ( Why? )
The customer service lady's choice is right.
……
Any way I saw some of their wedding ceremony live, it was pretty shit actually. The reason why their ad was so impressed is just because there were no people in those scenes, once the ceremony was filled with ugly ( sorry ) people, nothing could help.
http://www.youdzone.com/signature.html
Nice article.
https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1kA411e7r7?t=2738
Nice tutorial.
title: 2020-08-14 toc: 2020-08-14 date: 2020-08-14 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Horrible dream.
Basically it put me in an awkward situation, in which the honor can't match the identity, and they seduced me committing suicide if I couldn't succeed.
https://www.thepaper.cn/newsDetail_forward_7923754
Nice article.
Don't read books after lunch
Write a poem
罗素，福柯，阿多诺
翻开
倒头就睡
title: 2020-08-15 toc: 2020-08-15 date: 2020-08-15 23:00:00 tags: diary
155 WPM
How could people tap that fast???
郭彦努
Every time I heard about such news, my first reaction must be "that article can be called a 'paper'"?
It is unfair. It is just a prose with a paper style.
Think about if a math student wanted to write a real paper.
https://web.archive.org/web/20150310150736/http://faculty.simpson.edu:80/lydia.sinapova/www/cmsc250/LN250_Weiss/L17-ExternalSortEX1.htm
Nice article about external sorting, the date selector is extraordinary creative.
You can put your cursor on it.
196X
As head of state, his calligraphy graced endless objects, ranging from pottery, porcelain and posters to stationery of every form and shape.
Nice use of "graced"
From CDC date, 2020 has the lowest weekly death rate in a decade - so far
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噗~
So we better stay at home and sleep.
Peace
title: 2020-08-16 toc: 2020-08-16 date: 2020-08-16 23:00:00 tags: diary
Backup
Heard a bad news from a friend who lost his entire date from his SSD.
I decide to back up my computer now.
I write an automatic tool to help me synchronize the setup.
tmux
Why those great tools all have that stupid default key setting???
Ridiculous, ctrl + b???
I know everyone sets it into ctrl +x, but why don't we make that into default setting?
Ali Cloud
Fuck, really hard to use its website to manage something.
title: 2020-08-17 toc: 2020-08-17 date: 2020-08-17 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
I bought a new watch and manage to sold the old one.
Peter Hessler
https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2020/08/17/how-china-controlled-the-coronavirus
I feel totally shameful about myself being so depraved, lazy and inefficient after reading his article.
Somehow in his words he showed a different kind of China.
捷克总统哈维尔1990年的演讲
This is a spectacular speech.
Everyone should read it. I just quote some of them:
四十年来每逢今天，你们都从我的前任那里听到同一个主题的不同变化：有关我们的国家多么繁荣，我们生产了多少百万吨的钢，我们现在是多么幸福，我们如何信任我们的政府，以及我们面临的前途多么辉煌灿烂。
我相信你们让我担当此职，并不是要我将这样的谎言向你们重复。我们的国家并不繁荣。我们民族巨大的创造力和精神潜能并没有得到有效的发挥。整个工业部门生产着人们不感兴趣的东西，而我们所需要的东西却十分匮乏。一个自称属于劳动人民的国家，却贬损和剥削劳动者。我们陈腐的经济制度正在浪费我们可能有的一点能源。
但是所有这些还不是主要的问题。最糟的是我们生活在一个道德上被污染的环境之中。我们都是道德上的病人，因为我们习惯于口是心非。我们学会了不去相信任何东西，学会了互相否定及仅仅关注自己。
这样一些概念如爱、友谊、怜悯、谦卑或宽恕失去了它们的深度和尺度，对许多人来说，们们仅仅代表了心理学意义上的怪癖，或相当于来自古代的早已过时的祝辞，在电脑和太空时代显得非常滑稽。
的确，这些逆来顺受的、饱受羞辱的、怀疑主义的和近乎犬马主义的捷克斯洛伐克公民找到了那种巨大的力量，在数周之内，以文明和平的方式，摆脱了自己身上的ji权主义枷锁，令世人瞩目和称奇。我们也不妨反问自己：从来没有在另外一种制度下生活过的青年人，是从什么地方开始对真实的追求、对思想的热爱、拥有政治上的理想和公民的勇气及眼光呢？他们的父母——被认为是迷失的一代——是如何和他们的孩子走到一起的呢？怎么会有那么多人在不需要任何建议或指示的情况下，立刻领略到去做什么呢？
DBSM Chapter12
The problem is I almost have no idea about the underlying hardware implementation of the server.
However this chapter describes too many details of it and I basically don't get it.
title: 2020-08-18 toc: 2020-08-18 date: 2020-08-18 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Another Cubic like dream.
We, three women seven men, were stuck in a huge building where food and other necessities were automatically generated every day.
In order to get out, we have to solve three puzzles in the meeting room.
The first one is about LInk-List, pretty easy.
The second one is about B+ tree, hard, but we eventually solved it.
The third one is about optical measurement, logically I thought it was unsolvable, but we made a wild guess and it passed.
Unfortunately, we didn't get out within the given time. So we have to solve another 3 puzzles the next day.
What's worse, our phones are out of charge one by one. It was really anxious for a modern man to live without his phone. We don't even know how to get out without Google map!
"That's why they give us some red candles." One of my friends said.
"Oh, these candles are scary. They reminds me of some poor horror film" I said
The next day came. We open the metal box and find the three puzzles are significantly harder than the previous one.
The first one is about the memory allocation in sys management.
I won't tell you what the second one is because we spend the entire day to solve the first one and don't even look at the second one.
We create an extraordinary complex pattern but still can't solve it. All of us felt desperate。
……
"Candle times now" One of my friends said.
"Oh, damned, we may never get out" I said
"Probably" Another friend said.
"So, why don't we just fuck each other and have some fun? I mean instead of trying to get out, why don't we just live here and wait for the system to collapse itself? They provide us so many delicious food and we don't even taste it. We spend all our time to solve those unsolvable puzzles! It's fucking silly!" I said.
"Well, for the obvious reason, if your proposal is accepted, there may be some allocation problem, which may not be easier than the one we trying to solve. And what makes man differs from barbarian is that we don't just accept our destiny on earth, we believe in God and manage to go to the heaven, otherwise, what is different between stuck in this building and stuck on the earth?"
江城
最后一个学期的文学课上，我们学习了华盛顿·欧文、埃德加·艾伦·坡、马克·吐温、凯特·肖邦、杰克·伦敦、罗伯特·弗罗斯特，以及兰斯顿·休斯的文学作品。学到最后一个单元的时候，我布置他们在课外阅读谭恩美以及其他几位美籍华斋诗人的作品。对学生来说，文学课的主题一开始显得遥不可及——瑞普·范·温克尔、跳跳蛙①，以及兰斯顿·休斯笔下那些遥远的大江大河。可突然之间，我们看到了影片《喜福会》的结局，美籍华斋作者谭恩美以故事叙述者的身份来到中国，见到了她的姐妹们。这是中国这个元素第一次正儿八经地进入我的文学课。学生们曾经以中国特色表演过莎士比亚的作品，改写过罗宾汉来到中国的故事，但这一切都不过是在他们习以为常的文化背景下硬生生地学习外国文学课程。至此，我们终于来到了这个阶段：故事的叙述者紧紧地拥抱着她失散多年的姐妹们。所有女生都哭了，男生则大多在强忍着泪水。
学英语还得来涪陵师专（笑）
title: 2020-08-19 toc: 2020-08-19 date: 2020-08-19 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Two of my classmates have their birthday on the same day. We celebrate their birthday in the classroom.
They suddenly began to fight with an infinitely long pearl necklace, trying desperately to strangle each other.
何伟
I'm kind of addicted to his books...
quote：
我问起周有光文字改革的那个关键时刻--1950年，MZD指示要创立一套中文字母表。让我惊讶的是，老人马上从容不迫地回答了这个问题。
“当然，COmi_1940年代时已经使用了拉丁化的体系。”他说。“所以他们会要求文字改革是很自然的事。但一旦他们掌了权，他们就变得更加小心了。他们要先处理好很多事情。这是中文字母化耽搁下来的一个因素。”“但还有一个非常重要的因素，就是Mao_1949年首次出访苏联。那时，Mao_很敬重sdlin，把他当作COmi_世界的leader。他告诉Sdlin，中国将要进行文字改革，并争求Sdlin_的意见。Sdlin_跟他说：'你们是个伟大的国家，你们应该有自己的、中国式的文字。你们不应该只是使用拉丁字母。'这就是Mao_想要一个民族形式的字母表的原因。”
我问朝鲜战争是否对此有影响，他摇了摇光秃秀的头。当我朝他喊出“陈梦家”这个名字时，老人脸上露出了笑容。
“我很喜欢他。”周有光说。“但是，坦白说，他的反对对文字改革没有丝毫影响。”
回身下楼：3楼，2楼，1楼。宿舍楼的入口向外面的城市敞开，而那座城市给人的感觉就像一整个世界。很多细节在我脑子里打转：人类与马的关系，袁晓园生日的变化，遗失的字母表……在所有这些细节中，最让我吃惊的是，原来陈梦家为汉字展开的辩护是完全没有必要的。无论他的话多么勇敢、又让他付出了多少代价，却根本没有价值。约瑟夫sdalin_已经拯救了中国汉字。
salute！
Tourniquet
The old school rubber pipe is ridiculous. It needs you both hands to manipulate it and it hurts.
That's why people all use the modern fabric clip version. You can use it with one hand.
Xis Palace
Father:"You can't imagine where I had dinner tonight. It's XXX hotel. They are specially built for Bear. It is extremely luxurious. Look, this is all made of gold!"
I :"How did they know he will come here?"
Father :"Not exactly sure where he will come. He is either coming to Nantong or Changzhou, but the construction plan was decided a year ago."
I :"I didn't think it is luxurious, it is just another vulgar national style building."
Father :"You know nothing about this hotel. It covers an area of 400 acres and costs 1.7 billion yuan."
Father :"This is the most luxurious hotel I have ever seen. Even the highest standard boxes are not open to us. I am only allowed to have meals in the third-level boxes. "
I: "It's really a waste of money, spending so much money to create such an ugly bastard."
Father: "真讽刺啊，他前两天还叫我们去节约粮食，如果他过来访问，看到这么奢华的包厢，一定会把下面这些狗官全杀了才行。(原话)"
I: "Maybe he likes this..."
title: 2020-08-20 toc: 2020-08-20 date: 2020-08-20 23:00:00 tags: diary
Discuss on open relationship
Preface
I read an article about open relationship this morning.
Honestly, I am still kind of shocked about this concept, although I have read the related concepts discussed long before.
That is in a lecture given by Zizek, he discussed some moral issues about open sexual relations. But I think he's just plainly talking about it. For an old and fat ugly guy like Zizek, it's hard to find any satisfying sexual relationship, I guess.
May be a bit of long and messy, so I made an index.
如果你不想看英文，我会把机翻的文章链接放在最后面。你可能会问，我的天哪，那你干嘛要用英文写这么个长篇大论呢？
老天才知道，我原本只想写一小段英文评论作为写作练习，但是后来越写越长，最后我发现没人愿意读下去，但是删掉用中文重写就太可惜了。
My sexual experience
No doubt, I almost have no sexual experience.
Although I have been exposed to pornography ( Most of them are novels and pics ) at a very young age ( Thanks the internet ), I always appreciate them as works of art and cultural products. In this case, the plot and the meaning of the expression are the most important part, and the ultimate goal is not to ejaculate.
At that time, I thought that sex had an irreplaceable status in human life, and the suppression of sex was very anti-humane, stereotyped and unreasonable.
But after I started to masturbate ( one years ago ), my attitude towards sex took a 180-degree turn.
( Well, you may wonder, why did you start masturbating so late? Most teens already have their first sexual behavior at your age. And the even more weird thing is that you said you were exposed to pornography so early, but you have never masturbated. That is simply incomprehensible.
In fact, sometimes things are indeed so weird. In all the pornography I saw, none of them describe how men masturbate.
Of course, this matter is never taught by others. There are some views point out that people are born with a certain impulse and that impulse will guide you through all the steps.
Another very important reason is that I was born with a serious blood disease. In the chapter of sex and death in that disease manual, it says:
There is a saying: Pain is the best contraceptive. Of course, this is not always that case.
People with XXX disease can still have normal sex under the guidance of a doctor.
You should strictly follow the following rules:
- Inject XXXml of XXX sterol products intravenously one hour before sex. The exact content of the XXX sterol product is calculated according to the formula specified in Appendix III.
- Try to avoid intense sexual activity and excessive pressure on the heart.
- If chronic pain affects your erection, take painkillers in advance.
etc
So even though I had a few marginal masturbation behaviors, when I was approaching orgasm, I always felt that it was too intense, so that my sanity had the upper hand and told me that I had to stop.
Of course, after I was old enough, I found that was no problem at all. The booklet was bluffing. )
My opinion on masturbating
When I started to masturbate, along with the great pleasure, as the tide of desire subsided, goes the philosophical introspection about my previous sex opinions.
In a word, the desire and pleasure we felt are totally unreasonable and ridiculous. I hate this.
This is just a mechanism designed by God in our genes. It has no meaning nor it contains any meaning, you just press a button on your dick and you go orgasm.
This is meaningless and a waste of time, but people only realize it after they get orgasm. And few days later, he will continue the same circle, why?
Physiologists find that after intercourse, male sex hormones will decline rapidly as a protective mechanism. They call this period the refractory period. Naturally, the strong desire displayed by adolescent men before intercourse is caused by high levels of sex hormones.
This hypothesis of hormonal determinism reveals a cruel reality: neither the rise nor the decline of our desire is determined by ourselves. Everything is a trick played by the Creator, and we are just slaves who blindly obey him.
So in theory, to defend our free will, we should not masturbate at all, and we should resolutely quit this behavior.
But unfortunately, in reality, if you are at the age of high libido. And can't vent it well, the various side effects will emerge.
Therefore, in order to maintain our physical and mental health, the correct approach is: having sex regularly at the time of estrus, if can't , use masturbation as an alternative. The purpose of doing this is only maintaining our hormone levels at a healthy level thus to minimize its impact on our real life.
The legitimacy of open relationships
Unfortunately, the Creator has more than one trick for us. Another physiological rule is that mammal usually won't maintain high libido for the same thing, which means, no matter how strong the sexual attraction of both partners is. Five to ten years after they continue sex, both parties will lose their desire to have sex with each other.
There is an even more severe contradiction in modern China. The rising price of the first home has sharply increased the cost of marriage. More importantly, with the popularization of higher education in middle class. Women will not just plainly marry someone in their early 20s as they used to. Both parties were nearly 30 when they got married. This is an embarrassing age: men are about to step down from the peak of their sexual abilities while women are far from that.
In a more extreme example, successful men in the upper class usually marry multiple times, but by then they are close to the end of their sexuality.
In the video of Liu Qiangdong’s rape case disclosed in Minnesota, sexual intercourse lasted only three minutes ( we call it "一东"). For people of Liu Qiangdong's age, this has already exceeded their average level ( 1雷等于12秒 ).
It is hard to imagine that his young wife can experience a real orgasm in three minutes, so It is undoubtedly a pity for the long married life.
In this case, the open relationship becomes a compensation for sex.
Sounds quit reasonable.
Why I am against open relationship
But if you follow this line of thought, it is obviously wrong.
As we all know, the experience of taking soft drugs may be better than sex. Or, it must be wonderful if you taking soft drugs while having sex. At the same time, in some countries in the world, such as Canada, taking soft drugs, such as marijuana, is completely legal. If the deduction continues like this, then it will be a great pity if you cannot take drugs, or take drugs while having sex here in China.
Of course we know that this is not the case at all.
In the development of human society for thousands of years, the living standards of human beings have been greatly improved. Even an ordinary person’s living conditions may be better than that of the emperor hundreds of years ago. (The level of pleasure in sex may not be In this way, but it is completely true in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation.) So would we think our life is more valuable than the ancients just because we have greater satisfaction in enjoyment?
Indulging in carnal enjoyment is always the least respectable, and it will probably make you sink continuously, and eventually fall into the endless abyss of desire. On the contrary, things that seem to be diametrically opposed to pleasure, such as self-discipline, temperance and studying are the true necessities of well being.
This is also true in an intimate relationship. If both parties allow each other to go carnal exploration, obviously they will probably reach the deep area of human sin. Needless to say, that is not the good example of well being.
A common counterargument is: Wouldn't it damage your partner's free of sex intercourse if you were against this?
Of course, she has her own freedom of sex, but a very important point in an intimate relationship is that both partners help each other to achieve a better life. Then as a husband, guiding his wife to achieve a good life is one of his responsibility. Many wives indulge their husbands smoking and drinking. I think a responsible wife should persuade her husband to quit them.
What I think sex should be in our life
My view looks like an extreme conservative. It's strange that things have changed a lot, and then it turns out that the best answer has already been answered long before.
People have freedom of sex, but they should not put too much effort on it. Many successful people have come their cropper on sex. The Liu Qiangdong is the recent example. There are also countless professors who have lost their reputations and positions for seducing their students. If they choose a faster way, such as masturbation or prostitution ( I think the sex trade is immoral, but it is better than raping girls ) things may be much better.
Sex should be a dispensable embellishment of life, not a goal. The life goal of many young man become to make money and buy a big house, so they can marry a beautiful young wife（For this goal, they would rather give up all principles, such as bombing countries across the ocean to the sky）I don't know why the spirit of the zeitgeist corrupted like this, but just by saying it, you know that this life goal is absurd.
Racial discrimination in sex
I always believe that having sex with others freely is our fundamental right. In other words, it is her own freedom for a Chinese girl to have sex with people of any race. The choice of personal sexual preference cannot be a reason for any moral condemnation.
If we believe that using a single-headed masturbation stick or a double-headed masturbation stick is a completely irrelevant detail, then why does having sex with a black instead of with an Asian become a serious matter of principle?
Many feminists have analyzed that this is because Asian men’s inborn disadvantages in sexual abilities have caused them to develop low self-esteem, and then frantically attack domestic women who have sex with other races.
Many sex experts object to this. Their reason is that the pleasure of sexual intercourse has nothing to do with the length of the penis, only the technique of intercourse is matter. Another point of view is adopted by women who have a lot of experience in sex, that is, the most important factor in the pleasure of orgasm is the hardness of the penis. Because everyone's sex skills are usually comparable.
Another analysis shows that Asian men are anxious that their sexual resources are shared by people of other races. This is actually also very absurd. Even if no foreigner is in China, young and beautiful girls will choose those who are stronger and richer.
The solution is, as I said, to put sex on a dispensable position in life, so you can focus on doing more important things, such as exploring science and philosophy, doing good things, and improving family life.
When 何伟 was teaching in Fuling, like other foreign friends, he was seduced by many local women, but he did not choose to make his rich sex life part of his trip to China, which I think is just a wise select that many people can't realize.
谷歌翻译：讨论开放关系
前言
我今天早上读了一篇关于开放关系的文章。
老实说，尽管我已经阅读了很久以前讨论过的相关概念，但我仍然对这个概念感到震惊。
在齐泽克（Zizek)的一次演讲中，他讨论了有关开放性关系的一些道德问题。 但是我认为他只是在简单地谈论它。 我猜对于一个像Zizek这样老胖的丑陋男人来说，很难找到令人满意的性关系。
可能有点长而混乱，所以我做了一个索引。
我的性经历
毫无疑问，我几乎没有性经验。
尽管我很小的时候就接触过色情制品（其中大多数是小说和图片）（感谢互联网），但我始终将它们视为艺术品和文化产品。在这种情况下，情节和表达的含义是最重要的部分，最终目的不是射精。
当时，我认为性在人类生活中具有不可替代的地位，对性的压制是非常反人类的，刻板的，不合理的。
但是（一年前）开始手淫之后，我对性的态度发生了180度的变化。
（好吧，您可能想知道，您为什么这么晚才开始自慰？大多数青少年在您这样的年龄就已经开始了第一次性行为。更奇怪的是，您说您接触色情内容的时间如此之早，但您从未自慰过，那简直是难以理解。
实际上，有时候情况确实如此怪异。在我看到的所有色情作品中，没有一个描述男人如何自慰。
当然，这件事从来不靠别人教。有一些观点指出，人们天生就有一定的冲动，冲动会引导您完成所有步骤。
另一个非常重要的原因是我出生时患有血液类疾病。在该疾病手册中的“性与死亡”一章中说：
俗话说：疼痛是最好的避孕药。 当然，并非总是如此。
在医生的指导下，患有XXX病的人仍然可以正常性生活。
您应严格遵循以下规则：
性交前一小时静脉注射XXXml XXX甾醇产品。 XXX甾醇产品的确切含量是根据附录III中指定的公式计算的。
尽量避免激烈的性活动和对心脏的过度压力。
如果慢性疼痛影响勃起，请提前服用止痛药。
等等
因此，即使我有一些边缘自慰行为，当我接近性高潮时，我总是觉得它太激烈了，以至于我的理智占了上风，并告诉我必须停止。
当然，当我足够大的时候，我发现那根本没问题。这本小册子虚张声势。 ）
我对手淫的看法
当我开始自慰时，伴随着极大的乐趣，随着欲望的消退，我对我以前的性观点进行了哲学上的反省。
一言以蔽之，我们感到的欲望和愉悦是完全不合理和荒谬的。我讨厌这个。
这只是上帝在我们的基因中设计的一种机制。它没有任何意义，也不可能包含任何意义，您只要按一下鸡巴上的一个按钮，性高潮就来了。
这是没有意义的，浪费时间，但是人们只有在达到性高潮之后才意识到这一点。几天后，他将继续同一个循环，为什么呢？
生理学家发现，性交后，作为保护机制的男性性激素将迅速下降。他们称此时期为不应期。自然，青春期男人在性交之前表现出的强烈欲望是由高水平的性激素引起的。
荷尔蒙决定论的这一假设揭示了一个残酷的现实：我们的欲望的兴衰不是由我们自己决定的。一切都是造物主的伎俩，我们只是盲目服从他的奴隶。
因此，从理论上讲，为了捍卫我们的自由意志，我们根本不应自慰，而应坚决放弃这种行为。
但不幸的是，实际上，如果您正处于性欲高涨的年纪。而且如果不能很好地发泄，各种副作用就会出现。
因此，为了维持我们的身心健康，正确的方法是：在发情时定期做爱，如果不能做爱，则可以使用手淫作为替代。这样做的目的只是将我们的激素水平维持在健康水平，从而将其对我们现实生活的影响降至最低。
开放关系的合法性
不幸的是，造物主不止一次耍了我们。另一个生理规则是，哺乳动物通常不会对同一件事保持较高的性欲，这意味着，无论对方的性吸引力有多强。他们继续发生性关系后的五到十年，双方都将失去彼此做爱的欲望。
在现代中国，矛盾更加严重。第一套房的价格上涨大大增加了结婚成本。更重要的是，随着中产阶级高等教育的普及。女人不仅会像过去那样简单地20出头就嫁人。结婚时，双方都快30岁了。这是一个令人尴尬的时代：男人将要从性能力的顶峰下台，而女人则远非如此。
在一个更极端的例子中，上层阶级的成功男人通常会结婚多次，但到那时他们已接近性欲的尽头。
在刘强东在明尼苏达州披露的强奸案视频中，性交仅持续了三分钟（我们称之为“一东”）。对于刘强东这个年龄段的人来说，这已经超过了他们的平均水平（1雷等于12秒）。
很难想象他的年轻妻子会在三分钟内经历一次真正的性高潮，因此，对于漫长的婚姻生活来说无疑是一个遗憾。
在这种情况下，开放的关系成为对性的补偿。
听起来很合理。
为什么我反对开放关系
但是，如果您遵循这种思路，那显然是错误的。
众所周知，服用软性毒品的经历可能比性生活要好。或者，如果您在做爱时服用软性毒品，那一定很棒。同时，在世界上一些国家（例如加拿大），服用软性药物（例如大麻）是完全合法的。如果这种推导继续下去，那么如果您不能在中国这里吸毒或在做爱时吸毒，那将是非常可惜的。
当然我们知道事实并非如此。
在人类社会几千年的发展中，人类的生活水平得到了极大的提高。甚至一个普通百姓的生活条件也可能比数百年前的皇帝更好。 （性生活中的快乐程度可能不是这样，但就食物，衣服，住房和交通而言，这是完全正确的。）因此，我们会认为我们的生活比古代人更有价值，只是因为我们更会享乐？
沉迷于肉体的享受永远是最不受人尊敬的，它可能会使您不断堕落，并最终陷入无尽的欲望深渊。相反，似乎与乐趣截然相反的事物，例如自律，节制和学习是幸福的真正必要条件。
在亲密关系中也是如此。如果双方允许彼此进行肉体探索，显然他们很可能就会触碰人类罪恶的深渊。不用说，这不是幸福的好例子。
一个常见的反对意见是：如果您反对这样做，是否会损害伴侣的性交自由？
当然，她有自己的性自由，但是在亲密关系中，非常重要的一点是，双方都可以互相帮助，共同改善生活。然后，作为丈夫，指导妻子过上好日子是他的责任之一。许多妻子放纵丈夫吸烟和饮酒。我认为有责任心的妻子应该说服丈夫戒掉它。
我认为性生活应该在我们的生活中的位置
我的观点看起来非常保守。事情发生了很大变化，这很奇怪，然后事实证明，最好的答案早就已经被回答了。
人们有性自由，但不应为此付出过多努力。许多成功人士都在性生活上栽了跟头。刘强东就是最近的例子。也有无数教授因引诱学生而失去名声和职位。如果他们选择更快的方式，例如手淫或嫖娼（我认为性交易不道德，但比强奸女孩更好），情况可能会好得多。
性应该是生活中可有可无的装饰，而不是目标。许多年轻人的人生目标是赚钱并购买大房子，以便他们可以娶美丽的年轻妻子（为此，他们宁愿放弃一切原则，例如轰炸大洋对岸的国家）不知道为什么时代精神如此衰败，但是只要说出来，就知道这个人生目标是荒谬的。
性别上的种族歧视
我一直认为，与他人自由发生性关系是我们的基本权利。换句话说，中国女孩与任何种族的人发生性关系是她自己的自由。个人性偏好的选择不能成为任何道德谴责的理由。
如果我们认为使用单头自慰棒或双头自慰棒是完全不相关的细节，那么为什么与黑人而不是与亚洲人发生性关系会成为原则问题呢？
许多女权主义者分析说，这是因为亚洲男性天生具有性能力方面的劣势，导致他们自卑，然后疯狂地攻击与其他种族发生性关系的家庭妇女。
许多性专家对此表示反对。他们的理由是，性交的快感与阴茎的长度无关，只有性交的技巧才是问题。拥有大量性经验的女性会采用另一种观点，即，性高潮最重要的因素是阴茎的硬度。因为每个人的性技巧通常都是差不多的。
另一分析表明，亚洲男人担心自己的性资源被其他种族的人们共享。这实际上也是非常荒谬的。即使没有外国人在中国，年轻漂亮的女孩也会选择那些更强壮，更富有的人。
正如我所说，解决方案是将性置于生活中可有可无的位置，因此您可以专注于做更重要的事情，例如探索科学和哲学，做善事以及改善家庭生活。
何伟像其他外国朋友一样，在涪陵教书时，被许多当地女性引诱，但他并没有选择将丰富的性生活作为他前往中国之旅的一部分，我认为这是很多人做不到的明智的选择。
title: 2020-08-21 toc: 2020-08-21 date: 2020-08-21 23:00:00 tags: diary
S.C.X 's new song
Who is this guy ???
I dan't remember I've followed him.
He just popped up on my autopush list and says:
your collection of singer s.c.x's new album "parcel" has been released, come and listen!
Seems like I was an ancient aristocrat who loved collecting musicians.
title: 2020-08-22 toc: 2020-08-22 date: 2020-08-22 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
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A Captain Pig (real pig) lost all his limbs during a fight with a group of wolves, but he also earned the reputation of being a hero. He conquered the rest of the wolves into slaves, tied them up his pirate ship and sold them to the barren plains of East Armenia.
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Captain Pig's pirate ship succeeded in fighting with the Royal British Navy. The key to success is that the former black deserter is now the main gunner of the enemy ship. He didn't forget the old friendship of Captain Pig. He made some tricks and sank the British flagship. Finally returned to Captain Pig’s pirate ship and reunited with her old lover Marry · Su.
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While chatting with others, I accidentally clicked the report "traitor" button below, but in any case I couldn't type the complete Chinese characters to explain to the police lady, because all the keys on the keyboard have been remapped. You will never know what you've typed.
Dinner party
A bunch of old drunks get together again.
Oh fuck, the man on my left probably has a negative EQ, all kinds hate him.
title: 2020-08-23 toc: 2020-08-23 date: 2020-08-23 23:00:00 tags: diary
Nothing to comment today.
title: 2020-08-24 toc: 2020-08-24 date: 2020-08-24 23:00:00 tags: diary
Ruby by S.C.X
OMG his trance is marvelous!
Network
You know it just makes me confuse that's what the hell is going wrong with it?
| Usage Scenario | Description |
|---|---|
| My iPhone with 4G | Good |
| My iPhone with wifi | Shit |
| My MBP using chrome with wifi | Basically shit, barely good |
| My MBP using chrome with 4G on my iPhone | Good |
| My MBP using Pan Baidu with SVIP | Excellent, about 3MB/s on average. |
| My MBP update itself | Marvelous, about 10MB/s on average. |
| My father's new MBA using chrome with wifi | Marvelous, never see a computer be so responsive, completely no delay on any website. |
Why???
Xcode
Deleted it, who needs this?
I will never develop iOS again, the whole experiences is horrible!
X口
Two years ago, one of my friends moved from X口 to 🇳🇿, he said:"finally fled out!"
At that time I didn't understand why he use the world "flee", I thought he was talking about the heavy education burden.
One year ago, when the infamous camp was exposed on that magazine, I was shocked and I asked my political science professor what was her opinion, she said I was bluffing, THAT was a trifling matter.
Github page
Is Dead
title: 2020-08-25 toc: 2020-08-25 date: 2020-08-25 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Libido dream with no sensual pleasure, tired of it.
Dick is the most useless thing for a bachelor.
The great design should be like this: an organ is created for collecting libido like testis, but they never affect you in your daily life ( You don't have desire ). However when you really need them, you can press a button on your dick and there you go.
Java
Sad, one week away from exam, find myself forget most of the point.
While I was reviewing the homework I have done several months ago, I fond that is completely a waste of time: Once you have learned it, everything can be done very fast. I can finish them all in a single day.
title: 2020-08-26 toc: 2020-08-26 date: 2020-08-26 23:00:00 tags: diary
Lorin Maazel Essentials
开幕雷击！
Britain plans to retire all its tanks
The decline and fall of the British Empire！
It seems that Europe really doesn't have many tanks and most of then are made from Germany.
Once Germany falls, no one can make tanks anymore.
Back to school tomorrow!!!
Anxiety, Inexplicable anxiety.
Read books of Krishnamurti, can't read, no help.
Go to Pornhub, more anxiety: everyone has sex in college except me. no help.
Listen to Edvard Grieg's Music to help me relax, Music is always the Savior!
Catch the train at 6 am tomorrow morning, have to go to bed early tonight.
title: 2020-08-27 toc: 2020-08-27 date: 2020-08-27 23:00:00 tags: diary
Train
Too many people in the station, no green code check at all.
Ironically, wearing masks shut the facial recognition systems down, so they just skips it.
De Profundis
Finished reading on the train.
I thought it wouldn't end so quickly. I was at the page 165 and the book have 256 pages. But they just stopped, the rest of them are the appendix of those quotations
疫情下的轨道交通出行
没有任何区别！
They put a lot of people standing there, and a lot of code for us to scan, but I didn't scan any of them and I just go my way, no one stopped me.
There were a few times I really thought I was going to get stopped and scan something or show somebody my green code: many people gathered together in a port and seems were writing something, but I just went round and nothing happened.
In most situation the guard just stood there looking the flow of people come and go.
KFC
KFC one yuan donation is a bad design, they put the "Yes" and "No" button the exactly the same size.
I don't even realize it before I hit the "No" button.
Why KFC in different places have different menu?
Cleaning
Not so bad, but the quilt is quit a problem.
Elevator
It has been 8 mouths the last time I took an ad-free elevator.
Everything is so clean and simple.
title: 2020-08-28 toc: 2020-08-28 date: 2020-08-28 23:00:00 tags: diary
##biological evolutionism
Why lady's beautiful legs are so attractive to men?
It doesn't make any sense.
When I walk around the school, dining in the dining hall, picking books in the library, I just can't help to glancing at those thin white legs walked by, Why?
In theory, those are just limbs. cow legs, dog legs, no differences.
This is really annoying. My reason and sense tell me not to look at these things, but I always observe the around involuntarily. When I see those beautiful legs, I can't look away, making me like a hentai.
God, this is not my intention!
I kind of doubt whether there is free will.
Campus close
Unfair! Why those primary school kids could come and go without any prevention?
Castration can cure baldness
Interesting, because the reason why people are so care about baldness is mainly because it make people lose their sexual attraction.
title: 2020-08-29 toc: 2020-08-29 date: 2020-08-29 23:00:00 tags: diary
Dream
Blue birds: I heard a really amazing song, but can't find it when I wake up. I only remember the album contains the key words "Blue birds".
Watermelon: try to keep balance between 3 watermelons, they hang separately in mid-air in a funny pattern. Failed, smash!
Immortal: After I smashed the three watermelon, a wise man tell me the bodies are like the watermelon, sooner or later they will rot. But there is something transcendent in this world, which watermelon can still exist after it's rotten. And the purpose of man is to seek those transcendent things.
Swimming pool: Swimming without trunks, and panties disappeared. But I don't care, because I know it's a dream
Chen Guangcheng
叼盘搁这儿反串高级黑呢？他不说陈律师根本没人在意，也不控评，慥樊啊？
One interesting things about Chen's wiki pages:
Chen also solicited the help of prominent legal scholar Teng Biao, who conducted his own interviews in Linyi. Teng and Chen later released a report claiming that an estimated 130,000 residents in the city had been forced into 'study sessions' for refusing abortions or violating the one-child policy; residents would be held for days or weeks in the study sessions, and were allegedly beaten.[15]
Why they like study sessions so much?
And the most funny things is that:
After his release from prison in 2010, Chen was placed under house arrest against Chinese law, and was closely monitored by security forces. Legally, he was proclaimed by the government to be a free man, but in reality the local government offered no explanation for the hundreds of unidentified agents monitoring his house and preventing visitors or escape. The national propaganda organ, the Global Times, expressed confusion over the issue, and suggested that the local government may not know how to handle it, but no disciplinary action was taken at the national level.[32]
Global Times 这事儿不就ni你叼主编当年报道的嘛？？
Resolution algorithm
Oh fuck, all those things can't be learned at once.
Forget it every time I need to use them.
"But this should be the fucking simplest things in discrete math!" Every time I relearnt it.
title: 2020-08-30 toc: 2020-08-30 date: 2020-08-30 23:00:00 tags: diary
梦
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羞辱、背叛和悔过。
宿舍三人组成的正义联盟一个接着一个被老流浪汉手中那把无限锋利的小刀杀害了：只要轻轻碰到你一下，身体里的血液就会全部流干。
在天堂饭店里，我们反复逼问那位最有嫌疑的同学，最终他嚅嗫着说道：
基因里有非编码基因和构建蛋白质的编码基因，非编码基因有三种：AAT和~~……
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杀死了自己的父亲和一个哥哥（并不存在），从此变成了通灵师。
十多年后，当我再回到村里时，三位长得一模一样的哥哥（并不存在）问我父亲和哥哥过得怎么样，我回答：
他们相处的还不错
《196X~》
Beijing was stretched to breaking point. At the peak of the campaign there were 3 million visitors in the city on top of a permanent population of 7.7 million. Food was commandeered from the surrounding countryside to feed the capital. Chaos set in.One rebel worker , arriving from Shanghai at the offices of the powerful All-China Trade Union in the middle of the winter, was shocked when he saw the floors covered in rubbish and a flow of excrement, frozen solid by the cold. He wondered: What is this? Is this hell or hallowed revolutionary ground?"
The Red Guards complained, but none apparently spared a thought for the cleaners-referred to in communist parlance as the'proletariat'-who had to sort out the mess, forced to plunge their arms down toilets to unblock the sewage. In Shanghai the situation was made worse by visitors who were unfamiliar with sitting toiletsand squatted on them instead. When several cleaners refused to carry on, complaining that the stench made them vomit, they were told that what stinks is not so much the excrement as your own ideology.
噗，what stinks is not so much the excrement as your own ideology.
考试范围
淦！好多都没教！（或者我没学）
title: 2020-08-31 toc: 2020-08-31 date: 2020-08-31 23:00:00 tags: diary
Kindle
I found that the dictionary function in kindle is very powerful.
It creates a perfect workflow for learning English: reading, looking up words, collecting fresh words, reviewing……all in one place and you can do it very fast.
The only drawback is that it lacks a pronunciation feature.
香菇滑鸡拌面
太好吃了！唇齿留香！
Calendar
Still the best way to manage your schedule, but I have too many tasks to do...
